One of the twins has a nasty cough. But her lungs seem to be free.
Nyo feels better, so that's a huge thing.
The weather is amazing. The temperature is still above normal.
I don't like it, because we don't have the heating on, so the laundry doesn't dry.
Tomorrow it's Jim's birthday, but we all have a distantiating feeling about it.
We all feel awkward, because he's tolerated in the house, and should have enough honor toleave.
In a way I felt so irritated this morning that he had a day off today, that I send him to town to buy new trousers.
Yes, I still have to tell him to dress properly.
I was releaved he was away for some time.
Laster the day a letter from his work came.40 people from his department will loose their job about june.
It would be a strange turn of fate if Jim would be one of them....
I would land with the children in the same situation I tried to flee by keeping legally married.
Well, I'd better not try to see in the future, but that what comes.
If I didn't have children i would have gone to indonesia or somalia to help the victims.
Help at a children's home.
I hate to waste my life like this.
Well, it's not wasted towards my own children. But I'm falling short of what I want to do with my life and it gives a strange mix of hurt and longing.
I feel happy to be of help, like this week with searching for people, even if it's from behind a computer. I even wrote in french.
And ofcourse I have written some articles to help to motivate people who can pull thousands from their accounts!
A person can't do without dreams.
If Jim gets the sack we will never be able to give the girls the dollhouse we dream of, but nothing is lost with looking.
Oh, such a lovely houses!! have a look yourself:
:: here ::See you tomorrow!!
